enough

I'm getting myself too worried bout the things that i shouldn't hav too worried about
ytd i jz can't get myself to sleep worrying bout her, thinking when she will come bak n when she come bak, i'll think of when she will go to sleep n worried bout this n that
i'm worried that she will get sick like me with all her improper living habbit
that day i gt mad at her for her keep eating junk food, gahhhhh!!!!
y am i so worried bout her???? is it that i'm too in love with her of is it something else?
i'm getting myself too into her till i can't take care well of myself cz every min i can't get to c her i'll b worrying bout her, mayb it is also bcause she is alone in a foreign country with no frens to care for her and stuff like that.


i think i'll take a few days off myself and take care of myself first, i'll be staying off sight of everyone, no msn, no fb, no skype, no everything till i finally recover. sorry for being so sellfish, n i'm not blaiming anyone but me for this.................... =(